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Saturnalia

by Damn The Weather

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1.
Crescent 02:22
I have been searching For someone to quell my appetite And you are the moon You sacrifice the sun to light up the room And I won’t forget you No matter how far you stray from me And I will find you There’s nowhere that you can hide from me…
2.
Nocturne 04:47
Another long night Sailing to the wails of sirens Until the morning bleeds into the sea And the stars shine Like the flare of muzzle fire Reflecting off your vacant eyes… And I can’t fall asleep Without you next to me— I don’t want to dream About you killing me Another high tide That draws me back to life Only to eventually recede And I’m stranded Storming all your empty shores Contemplating drowning… And I can’t fall asleep Without you next to me— I don’t want to dream About you killing me My heart beats out an S.O.S. As I feel her head against my chest I hope that no one finds her And I hope that no one finds my bride But she won’t be mine - They’re never mine… She won’t be mine - They’re never mine… She won’t be mine As the sun drowns in the water, she’s crying…
3.
Vices 06:03
Color me permanently inebriated If that’s what it takes to make you bat an eye - I will drown in the bar to lure you out And I will swim through a river of Jameson To test your mouth - And I’ll rinse and repeat with I.V.’s full of gin I have been an addict since the day I was born And you have vices that I can’t afford (I can’t afford) And I can’t live to chase you anymore… I would dabble at gunpoint robbery so you could afford The whole damn liquor store Camp out in seedy alleys to help you score And I would break down the crystal And watch your septum deviate I’ve made some mistakes - And you have holes to fill I have been an addict since the day I was born And you have vices that I can’t afford (I can’t afford) And I can’t live to chase you anymore… I’ve been living a double life - I’ve been living a double life…
4.
Poltergeist 04:25
I can see you’re drowning Even when you’re coming up for air… Your restraint is astounding Because you don’t even notice that I’m there… I’ve been sleeping with ghosts… And you can’t even come close— So take what you want if that’s what you need Take what you want from me... If what you need to doubt me Is a little silence when you scream, Won’t it be confounding When I open all the doors to help you leave? Then you’ll be sleeping with ghosts… and I won’t even come close— So take what you want if that’s what you need Take what you want from me... I’ve been sleeping with ghosts… You can’t even come close— And you’ll be sleeping with ghosts… I won’t even come close— So we’ll be sleeping with ghosts But we won’t even come close So take what you want and just let me leave (If that’s what you need) Take what you want from me…
5.
Talk To Me 04:28
A snapshot of a romance - My love we waltz around the point Until we dizzy and collapse Drawing a picture and hoping the ink lasts The minute hand is on the present And the hour is on the door Take your red dress to bed And I’ll take the floor Because I need you to haunt my dreams And remove my spleen Oh, darling please… Two inches was the difference Between a sundress and a casket My love, you’ve been leaving marks And hitting targets while I am in the dark The minute hand is on the present And the hour is on the door Take your red dress to bed And I’ll take the floor Because I need you to haunt my dreams And remove my spleen Oh, darling please… Talk to me as if we never met before This isn’t a party - It's just a eulogy from rock-bottom So talk to me - haunt my dreams - and remove my spleen This isn’t a party It's just an exorcism...
6.
Spade 04:17
Your eyes are like obsidian They gaze into oblivion Slack-jawed as a simpleton staring at the sun A sinner’s disdain for a saint Anguish makes a marinade That slowly seeps into my brain Until your mouth can make me tame… And on the topic of sin, I’m halfway between caring and offering a spade To dig up a hole that you want to live in Cigarettes and perfume were Cruel tools to employ Emptying your arsenal Attempting to destroy My confidence, or any hope for change of circumstance Trusting in a cut-rate actor playing at romance - And on the topic of change I won’t owe you a dime for the dollars made In telling all the world of your half-wit smile And all the scars you’ve been handing out I hope that someone finds you… I hope that someone finds you....
7.
Domino 04:48
There was a fire in her eyes Bewitching embers set alight by charm & wit My God - the way she’d bite her lip The subtle swaying of her hips Still drew me in And I’ve lamented every fingertip That ever grazed her skin before we met I still lay awake at night Holding her tight - I swore to cherish every breath So when she said that she was leaving I immediately opened both my wrists I begged without compunction while My passion spilled in sanguine rivulets And the life and love I offered her Is slithering like a snake across our bed Because baby when it comes to losing you - I’d rather lose myself instead There was a kindness in his eyes A wondrous warmth I found myself confiding in With every breath against my neck Each sacrosanct entanglement of lips and limbs I surrendered the serenity Of certainty to keep from tainting this Because relief is just a lie We try and hide behind until we meet our end… Baby, all I ever wanted was A safe and silent place to rest my head In a world of mixed messages You were a manifesto to be read But now the life and love you offered me Is slithering like a snake across our bed So, baby, when it comes to saving you - I’d rather save myself instead…
8.
Saturnine 03:11
I fell in love with a girl on the run We saw the world through the sights on her guns When I could have sworn that we couldn’t want for more She dropped me and left me for dead… Now I’ve got a price on her head Jakarta, Somalia, Darlin’, I have to warn you, There’s no place you’ll be safe from me I begged and I pleaded But you still left me bleeding It’s time for some reciprocity Because what goes around comes around… I fell in love with a girl on the run We saw the world through the sights on her guns When I could have sworn that we couldn’t want for more She dropped me and left me for dead… Now I’ve got a price on her head I searched for the answers Hate spreading like cancer - Replaying the betrayal in my head I should have expected some deranged rejection When I brought a killer to bed Because what goes around comes around… I fell in love with a girl on the run We saw the world through the sights on her guns When I could have sworn that we couldn’t want for more She dropped me and left me for dead… Now I’ve got a price on her head What goes around…
9.
Vertigo 04:41
The devil is in the details And your sins are like stretch marks Crawling down my spine - She is gifted purple xanax From a friend she knows - She curls and lies on the floor But her feet never touch the floor There’s reflections in her eyes - Of plastic and flashing lights... Strings of copper conceal her body Until the time is right - It could take all damn night In Amsterdam she is selfishly Abusing her soul She lays on the floor Her addictions quickly spread To three or four... There’s reflections in her eyes - Of needles and loathing desire But her feet never touch the floor There’s reflections in her eyes - Of plastic and flashing lights
10.
Hello, Angel… I can see your skirt’s still shorter than your memory But I was never one to re-write history I can still remember every word you said to me So let’s start coming clean - I don’t blame you for this - Your poison’s in your tongue You can’t help it that you just kiss and run - Thank you for this - You made me see my faults I’m not heartless - You just broke my… You spool your secrets You thread them out to weave into rich tapestries Of lies you intertwine with what you mean to be Your every breath spent crafting new identities But all of them can bleed… I don’t blame you for this - Your poison’s in your tongue You can’t help it that you just kiss and run - Thank you for this - You made me see your faults I’m not heartless - Because you just broke my… The truth is that love isn’t enough To ever hold a place inside your… And the truth is, your innocence was lost Long before you ever broke my… The truth is this lust was never love It tore apart the grace inside you… And the truth is my innocence was lost Long before you ever broke my…
11.
Naloxone 03:45
The room takes shape around me again I’ve gotta up the dose - or hit the skids It doesn’t cut through like it used to when I was using you - I was used to you… Save me from the lithium The narcan shivering Help me to feel anything But ache and empty need Hold me until the nicotine Can remind me where this leads It doesn’t make me feel like it used to It won’t feel like using you… The booze won’t keep me warm I’ve been an addict since the day I was born Bending spoons, dope-sick, alone There are no scars - just track marks Holes, freshly reformed Save me from the lithium The narcan shivering Help me to feel anything But ache and empty need Hold me until the nicotine Can remind me where this leads It doesn’t make me feel like it used to It won’t feel like using you… It doesn’t make me feel like it used to It won’t feet like using you It doesn’t make me feel like it used to It won't feel like losing you...
12.
Searching for solace in Amsterdam Bathing my eyes in the Red Light Wanting the warmth of a trained hand I found one that ended my life I swore that I’d make her pay But it kills me to see her this way - Sleepless, restless, and on the lamb She finally gave up her flight Splayed out in front of a webcam Dying by seconds each night She put herself on display For anyone willing to pay - When she couldn’t kill men With poison or firearms She had to kill them with charm And when what goes around finally came around Her feet never found the ground - Swimming in pills and syringes The angel of death is exhausting her breath Fate slipped her straight into my hands - But all I can feel is regret Those who go seeking revenge They often find sorrow instead… When she couldn’t kill men With poison or firearms She had to kill them with charm And when what goes around finally came around Her feet never found the ground - When she couldn’t kill me With poison or firearms She finally killed me with charm And when what goes around finally came around My feet never found the ground - Her feet never found the ground - Our feet never found the ground - Our love just will not be found...

credits

released April 6, 2018

Asher Brooks : Drums, Percussion
Sam Camacho : Violin, Vocals
Shane Hunt : Vocals, Guitar, Bass
Logan Trim : Bass
Jon Watkins : Guitar, Vocals


Tracks 1-3 produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Cory Spotts at BLUElight Audio

Tracks 4-12 produced, engineered, mixed, and mastered by Dan Parker at Studio Valor in Phoenix, AZ.

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